If I do offend
Please forgive my treachery
I ment thy no harm
Hiku Monday, Oct 12 2020
Uncategorized apologies, break ups, consequences, emotions, fights, hiku, sorry 10:50 pm
Tell me The story Tuesday, Feb 25 2020
life is a jumbled poem and men suck alchohol abuse, blackout, break ups, consequences, couples, drunk, emotions, fallout, fights, forgotten storms, fuck you, I'm scared, lessions, life, lost nights, love, men suck, numb, poetry, short except of my life, storys 9:06 pm
Bitch
Fucking bitch
Fuck you bitch
Ok now that it’s out in the air can you please tell me about last night
Could we start at the beginning
Before the part where you broke the door
Before the part where I broke the rig
I know we hugged
I know you held me
But then I lose the middle bits
I drank the dregs and lost the best part
I know you hate me today but you were the only one there last night
Only you know the answer to my questions so please stop screaming
I’ll be the villain but I need to know the story
Please tell me me the story
There has to be more to the story
Two wolves Thursday, Feb 6 2020
life is a jumbled poem and men suck anger, communication, emotions, fighting, fights, fuck you, happy endings, love, men suck, symbolism, wolves 1:16 am
Fuck you, and fuck me. Neither of us deserve sympathy. biting and thrashing at each other so viciously like Romulus and Remus only one can lead they say there are two wolves inside of all of us. One dark and one light. The fattest can win the fight but what if they’re both starving? What if all the feelings were too hard to feel and the wall there behind too thick to knock down? Are we then more wolf than person? More animal than human? what happens When we cannot feel empathy. When we cannot be happy. We spent so long trying to make this an impenetrable Fort and all we made was a prison. The guards have forgot to feed us. We are starving And the first one to fit through the bars with leave the other faster than they could blink. But until then it’s dark and it’s lonely And it helps to have someone laying next to you at night. If we could just take a breath and stop this fight, maybe we could find a way. Where to I’m not sure anymore, but there has to be something else. Happy Endings can’t just be in books. The inspiration had to come from somewhere. All I know is it’s not here.
The calm. Tuesday, Jan 15 2019
men suck anger, calm, couples, fights, passing thoughts, shorts 5:40 am
For all the Furry a scorned woman can bring, a contemplative one is far more dangerous. when we are angry we Act rashly, we inflict the maximum damage with minimal strikes. Quickly and regretfully before we can think better, just in time to mirror our rage. Yet it is the collected and calculated anger that is the one to fear. we can be deadly when given time to seek out the root of what we hold the most contempt for. The concocted ingredients creating the Posein of your displeasure. the error in the recipe you see so clearly, all its miscalculations coming into place. she can see what she missed. to make a does safe for those who have tasted it before but not for a virgin toung. so I pray you yourself have not poured any elixir of ill intent. I pray you have not swept under the rug the night before only to come and sit at her table. for to do so is to be the target of a calm woman’s displeasure. if I was you, I would take the anger.
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